Well, it's been a few days now and I'm still in a haze. When he calls it is so hard to listen to his voice because it hurts so much. I know he is hurting too which I why I didn't initially ask him to stop calling. We were also friends and we both hate to lose that - is it possible to keep the friendship? I know that we won't see each other as often - need to keep the visits/interactions, etc. to a minimum but is it truly possible?

I finally asked him to slow down on the frequency of calls as it just hurts too much. I had not been sleeping well at all, I have trouble getting to sleep and then staying asleep.

Yesterday morning was so weird, something was definitely missing from my routine - of course, his voice!

He didn't call last night - I was a little irritated at myself - I had asked him to not call so much and then I'm hoping that he will call. I don't like going to bed without being able to tell him goodnight.